The Narcissistic Ending. From trauma bonded to recovered.
The catastrophic, out of focus, indecisive , zombie-like, verge of tears or crying, fragile, skittish anxiety meets lethargic lack luster existence, hyper vigilant paranoia and self doubt, constant bombardment of self defeating thoughts, inability to experience enjoyment, shaking in terror, obsessively rehashing past conversations seeking understanding, bottomless grief we experience in the wake of narcissistic abuse eventually leaves our lives if we give ourselves adequate space and time to heal. In order to heal we need to dive right into the pain. We cannot get through it without first getting into it. The pain is torture. At times it feels as though we will never do another thing, be another way aside from a person drowning in misery. It seems to be so full, so strong and heavy that it threatens to linger, strangle, choke our very being and never stop. But it does stop. Not only does it stop, it ends completely. ...
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